Sunday, January 8, 2012

Hello old friend

I was a bit late for my family's Christmas celebration this year.  We hadn't set any specific time, but my original plan to come down after lunch was sidetracked a bit because of an unexpected visit from an old friend I hadn't seen in 30 years.  My niece, upon hearing this news, remarked that it wasn't possible because, after all, I was just 29!  After explained that I fudged a bit on my age and was only 9 while in high school <wink>, I then confessed that I was 39 and started talking about my friend from high school and what a wonderful treat it was to see her again after all these years.  Although I have always treasured my wonderfully eclectic and diverse group of friends, this past year's events reminded me of the most important lesson from 2011.

#1:  Connections are important

Words cannot express how grateful I am for all the wonderful people in my life.  There was a time in my life where I really didn't have any close friends. I was young, and working crazy hours in retail management.  My evenings, weekends, and holidays were occupied with putting out fires, dealing with employee issues, and trying to figure out life as an adult.  I had quit college, one year shy of my degree, and found myself in a job that was challenging, and for the most part fulfilling.  Each year, over the holidays I would work furiously through the Christmas rush until I would literally fall over on New Year's...in part from exhaustion and in part from my body finally taking a breath.  I rarely had plans for that holiday, or most other events, because I didn't make the effort to spend time making and keeping friends outside of my job.  At one point, when I realized that the company was in financial troubles I finally took a step back and started to question how I wanted to spend my time going forward.  I missed close friendships, and the ability to explore and play.  I also missed learning, and for the first time in ten years considered going back to college and back to Austin, which always felt like home. 

I made some crazy (and brave) decisions that year that changed the course of my life and brought me to where I am today.  The biggest goal I set when I made that move, was to never put my friendships to the side.  When I look at all the lovely, wonderful people who grace my life on a regular basis, all I can say is 'mission accomplished'. 

"We are creatures of community.  Those individuals, societies, and cultures who learned to take care of each other, to love each other, and to nurture relationships with each other during the past several hundred thousand years were more likely to survive than those who did not."
-Dr. Dean Ornish, "Love and Survival"

memory book
I made this as a gift to my friend Teri in high school 30 years ago.  What's even crazier than her keeping it all these years if the fact that I attempted cross stitch as a teenager ;-)

For all of you who have been a part of my life this past year, I am eternally grateful.  I realize that I am wealthy beyond measure because of all of you.  I know it starts to sound like a sappy commercial or Lifetime movie but it is true.  And the best part of this past year has been the ability to spend time with people with whom I choose to spend my time.  I've had some crazy, fun, escapades and some wonderfully warm and tender moments along the way.  I look forward to seeing what 2012 brings me, and I want to bring all of my friends, family and new acquaintances along for the ride!

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